IT IS FINISHED

So thats it then. Friday was my last day at the office.

Im going to miss the people I worked with. There are a lot of great people at my office and in a lot of the group homes that I have worked with. I regret that I spent two years getting used the navigating the system and the people in it and now im leaving and done with all that. I feel that at the end of my time I was good at what I did only because I knew how to fulfill all the requirements and get the right things done on time. I also knew how to differentiate between what needed to be done now and what could wait. This was the most important thing for a case manager to master in the job.

At least with me the people skills were there and just needed the right space to come out. There were things that needed to be done and I did them. I used to say that I wasnt a people person. I wouldnt really say anything right now. I do what must be done, in the work or personal world.

So what am I to do now? I really wouldnt mind a job that is a little less personally destructive. Working for DFCS was so thoroughly draining. At the end of the day I would just want to go home and collapse. I've watched a lot of netflixes over the past two years. There were many times when I couldnt do anything after work because I was just two tired to meet new people and be social.

I imagine that the nature of this blog is going to change. Maybe ill use it to continue to think about DFCS. Wait i dont know that I want to continue to think about DFCS.