The Finer Things

i have found that I have trouble enjoying nice things. Right now I am staying at the DoubleTree in Savannah, Ga. If you are not familiar with that particular establishment, it is NICE. I mean breakfast room service included, valet parking mandatory, the biggest and softest bed I have ever stayed in. And all paid for by the great state of Georgia. I keep feeling like its too much and I feel bad about it. Same is true of my new apartment. I am coming from $300 a month and a giant hole in the bathtub to a good bit more rent but a lot nicer. It has tanning facilities. Did you catch that, a tanning bed, in my apartment place. What the hell. who needs that? I sure dont and I feel bad for paying all that for these things I dont need. I really dont need much. I had quite gotten used to the hole in the bathtub. And here they pay for dinner and we have a tendency to use all that money. Again I feel bad being a big spender. I feel most at home in a tent.