Strangely content

strange when contentment finds you. at Panera, on the internet, cup of tea. there it is, that combo would not do it alone but there it is none the less. i sure dont know what the magic ingredient is. sure has been a stressful week, maybe just a break from that is enough. plus being surrounded by people is nice, even if I dont know any of them. this is one of those times when you feel invisible, you know in a large crowd or just a croweded place where everyone there is absorbed into their own conversations and concerns. sometimes it annoying but right now for some reason its nice. anyway enough of this, i want to be productive while im here. some things need to be accomplished this weekend and God knows I didnt hardly do anything yesterday except get stinking drunk. well maybe not stinking, at least i didnt smell it.